Today is not such a good day. I feel like a let down and a failure to my little family. To my DH and my DD. I feel like my body has failed me and struggle to understand why. I cried my whole way to work.
Work was less than fun. Far too short staffed and feril. Busy as well. I am suppose to be on light duties and I am suppose to be given a specific role for a few weeks to promote rest and recovery. Fat chance of that happening today. I spent the entire shift walking back and forth and on my feet. By morning tea I needed my brace. By lunch I was almost crying with pain. By home time I WAS crying with pain. I don't want to go tomorrow. But I can't let the team down. We just don't have the staff. But have promised DH if I am going to have a repeat of today, I will come home again. I just can't do it again.
Physio in the morning, hopefully it will help. And hoping I get a good report...
Appointment with the surgeon is made. They made it for 5 weeks away but after they received my referral they requested I fax, they brought it forward by 2.5 weeks... I'm now seeing them on the 30th November. And pooing my pants. I have to have an MRI before I go. The shimmer of hope I am clinging to is that my boss tells me that the surgeon is NOT knife happy and prefers conservative treatment of spinal injuries. HOORAY! Hopefully I won't need surgery!
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